Friday, September 26, 2008

Murphy's law can suck it!

Hello puppets
So, I was supposed to take a pregnancy test on the 25th. Well, I decided that I would take it a day early. The reason for this is that September 24th was my granddad's birthday. Anybody who knows me well, knows that my granddad is the most important man in my life...well, until I met my wonderful husband. My granddad passed away almost 13 years ago and when he died, a huge piece of my heart died with him. He was more of a father to me than my biological father ever was and I miss him dearly. So the 24th is a special day in my heart and I figured that it might bring me luck. Well, it didn't. Negativo one more time. And of course, since I spent money on a pregnancy test, I get my period that same afternoon. I should have waited one more day before I went and wasted a test. Stupid murphy's law just cost me $ grrrr! Oh well, what can you do. The combination of the negative result, missing my granddad Henri and having a shitty night at work made it a yucky day. Seriously, work is absolute crap right now. So many people are ready to quit because one person is making our lives miserable. We have to constantly watch our backs and it makes it a horrible environment to work in. Even the doctors are commenting on that fact. I am soooooo ready to move to Indy it's not even funny.

So what's next for us? Well I went and had my blood work drawn today. which was day 3 of my cycle and I called the fertility doc's office to let them know when cycle day one was so that they can book my hystersalpingogram. They are very nice at that office. I had heard some negative comments about the staff there, but they have been wonderful so far.

I am actually off for 4 days in a row...yay yay yay! Tonight I am chillin' like bob dylan. Mike is at a race so i have the place to myself. I will catch up on my shows from this week, take a nice long hot shower and start some laundry and just enjoy the evening. Hell, maybe I'll even bust out a nice bottle of wine.

I have booked my flight to Montreal in december. I am excited to go back home for a bit although, I am dreading the snow a bit. I'd rather go to Montreal in early fall or late spring but I have a very important reason to go in the dead of winter. I'm going to be an auntie and I cannot wait to meet my new nephew!

I bid you goodnight

13 comments:

Anonymous said...

yeah, move to indy, move to indy!!!

Anonymous said...

I agree move to indy

melanie said...

Which anonymous person wishes for me to move to indy???

Anonymous said...

Dévine

Anonymous said...

Ne lâche pas, ne te décourage pas. Je sais que c'est facile à dire mais s'il y a quelqu'un au monde qui le mérite c'est toi.

Love Mom
PS moi aussi je trouve le 24 difficile

Susie-Lynn said...

oh sister in law... negative test it's so frustrading!!! Keep going and keep your faith...
I buy ma ovulation and pregnancy test on this site... the price are ridiculous...
http://www.accuratepregnancytests.com/

it's the same that hospital use...

love
Souz xxx

melanie said...

Thanks souz. I have actually been buying my tests on that website but I ran out of them and forgot to order more so I had to get the expensive one.

As for the anonymous person that wants me to move to indy, I'm assuming it's someone who is english speaking since devine doesn't have an accent on the "e"

Reveal yourself!

Anonymous said...

Oops je suis moitié écossaise et non anglaise. J'ai pensé après qu'il n'y avait pas d'accent sur le premier e.

So can you guess who? (lol)

melanie said...

mom?

Anonymous said...

of course who else do you know who is half scottish and writes in french?

melanie said...

Maryanne

Anonymous said...

True, forgot but does she write to you in french?

melanie said...

rarely, but you just never know